An Angel's Curse

Hi everyone ^^

I'm sorry I havn't written anything in the last 5 days ^^"
since I have a diary, I don't really feel the need anymore to write things down here, expect I really want to xD
but well... nothing much to tell, this week's the last week before the vacation, and only 1,5 weeks and it's x-mas =D
I can't wait, it's gonna be great ^^ seeing my family again, and present ^.^

I'm still learning on my animal skills, but I still suck *slams head on desk*
sorry... just had to say that ^^"

and I'm still busy with all my x-mas presents and drawings, I have like I dunno how much x-mas drawings to make, and I dunno know how many x-mas cards *slams head on desk*
I so hope I can be done in time T.T and after that I have to start making my new year drawing, and I still got a contest entry to finish *ubuer duper big sigh* this month will be us busy busy very busy month

So.... don't bother me please TT______TT

Bye, Angel <3

Hi ^^

I kinda forgot to add a entry yesterday ^^"
so I just add it in this one xD

Yesterday:
I went to school again, after a few days I stayed home, but honestly, I actually wasn't really better yet, but I had to go from my parents *sigh* my parents don't understand *sob*
I had to read a book in German, with a question for every pages, I had 2 hours to work on that, it drived me insane *dies*
but because I wasn't done yet, I had to finish it had home >.>
during bakkery lesson I worked together with 4 other people, they were really nice to me (but from 2 of them I expected it) only when there came 3 other people to join us, it started to get stupid, specially cause of one of them. She hates me, and I hate her =,=
And when I came home, my feet hurted so much T.T (they still do) I hope we'll can go home earlier tomorrow during the bakking lesson

Today:
Today I had a really short day ^^ only 3 lesson hours, my 2nd was English, that's my favouriete lesson, because that's the only thing I actually can and like xD (first it was Art class, but since last year I don't have it anymore *throws bumb at school* wasn't me xD
I'm now busy with my English homework =3 we have to make an ad, to ask for bakkery staff xD
It's kinda boring, but still fun xD
and I'll probally will be one of the best of my class again xD but that's not difficult, with such dumbasses in your class
they don't even know how to say, crap xD it sounded so funny how someone spoke that xD *lmao*
Actually I would have gone to the swimmingpool today with my mom, but I still have my period, so we decided not to go
I guess we'll then go Sunday ^.^

Oh and btw, I went shopping (kinda xD) today, and I bought a new sketchbook and a diary =D and guess what? they match with each other XD
I only forgot to buy a pen T.T I'll just do that later xD I want a pink one, to match with my sketchbook and diary, lol

Bye, Angel <3

Hi Folks ^.^

Today will be the last day I stayed home from school, tomorrow I'm going to school again( Otherwise I'll drive my parents insane xD)
Actually I stayed home today without telling my parents (they were already gone)
but I just weren't better enough to go to school again.... It's just so wierd, every time I think "I'm better again" my heads starts to hurt again, or I'm getting queasy again, it really drives me insane
the last few months I'm havnig this like 1/2 times a month, I hate it, I miss alot of things on school.
but well.... my mother came home again yesterday ^.^ my grandma brought her, and for some very odd reason my grandma gave me 10 Euros without any reason O.o (10 euro is around the 20 bucks)
I'm really glad with that xD cause I didn't had any money before that O.o
And about my drawing work, yesterday before I went to sleep, I drew alot with my craysons ^^ to practice a little ^.^
But I still have a LOT to learn T.T *sob*

Bye, Angel <3

Hi everyone ^.^

You know what's actually pretty funny? a few hours back the movie "Barbie Diary" (or something xD) was on tv ^.^
just now I started having a diary myself again xD I'm thinking of buying a new diary, if I can't find my old one, and I don't have to buy one with a lock, cause my sister doesn't live here anymore, and my parents arn't that inmature to read in it (and most people can't even read my handwriting x3)
but well... I'm pretty tired now, havn't slept much, stayed up until 5AM
I was talking to 2 of my american friends =3 we were on iScribble, it was so cool XD I havn't used my Tablet so many in such little time x3
I still have to practice alot with my tablet, so I just have to use it more ^.^
Tonight I almost ate my whole chocolate letter xD (wich made me queasy x3) there's still a little piece left, I wanna eat it, but when I won't have any left T.T and they won't sell chocolate letters anymore until next year Sinterklaas T.T *sob* same for the kruidnoten, I havn't eat that much of them this year, but they're so delicious TAT
*cough* sorry ^^" I'm rambeling again, I just really really love to write here, it just feels so nice and such xD lol

Bye, Angel <3

Hi ^^ It's past 2AM here xD
I actually should be asleep now x3 but I couldn't sleep, so i decided to go on the computer ^.^
I searched for my Diary, but I just couldn't find it T.T *sob*
but well.... it's now sunday, in other words, tomorrow school again *slams head on desk* I hate mondays =.="
Yesterday, I downloaded like 100 vids of Youtube xD lol, that took alot of time x3
I just watched 2 movies, and I almost fell asleep xD even though the movies weren't boring, I just can't handle it to watch two movies after each other xD
I ate too much of my chocolate letter o.o" I'm really queasy now *sick*
Yes.... I'm really bored xD that's why I'm just rambeling random stuff around xD It's not like anyone reads this anyway xD lol
Man, I forgot how cool diarys are =D they're only cooler on the computer x3 cause I hate writing in RL , cause my pen makes my hand hurt fast *mad look at pen* grrr
lol x3
Man..... I really can't stop talking can I? xD this is just too much fun >w<
And before I went on the computer, I drawed 2 drawings ^.^
one only sketched, and the other completly drawn by craysons, wich looks like crap >.> lol xD
Man, staying up late, really isn't good for you O.o I feel drunk xD too much sugar, ghehe >w<
But... okay, okay, now I'll really stop xD

Bye Bye, Angel <3

Hi ^^ it's me again ^^
After I was feeling kinda better, I noticed I have my period T.T and for that I feel like crap again =,=
sometimes I just so hate to it to be a girl, Period sucks more then a guy can imagine
but well.... I had dinner tonight, only with my father (cause my mom's gone for the weekend) it wasn't that hard as I thought, we talked a little, and after I was done, I just went up stairs again
I think my dad and I are getting a better bound ^^ but still, I have a better bound with my mom ^.^
And I do, start doing more things with my mom, wich I really like, sometimes I even more then having fun with my friends
Cause my mom understands me more then my friends (mostly)
umh...yeah....sorry for all that rambling about parents and such ^^"
I just felt like typing something down here ^^
it's so nice to have a place where you just can type (almost) everything you want
maybe I'm gonna go and start writing in my dairy again ^^ (if I can find it ^^")
To write my personal things nobody may know, mwahaha x3

Bye <3

Hi everyone ^^ I'm almost feeling better again, and I'm really glad with that
'cause it was really getting on my nerves =.=
Today my mom left to my aunts house, she'll be back tomorrow evening
My mom doesn't leave the house very often, last time was in April, I don't really have a good bound with my dad, and my sister doesn't live here anymore
So, it'll be only my dad and me (boring) *sigh*
I guess I'll just stay all day in my room, like I mostly do....
Further I don't really have much to say anymore, I'm not really used to having a diary, specially not an online diary ^^"

Bye <3

Sinterklaas is a national holiday here in Netherland, it's familliar to X-mas
but well, I don't really feel like talking much about it
I've been feeling like crap lately
my head hurts, and all day long I feel like throwing up

I hope you guys are doing fine, and that I will be soon T.T